Quote Originally Posted by Parasurama
I feel I am doomed to be unsuccessful in every endeavor that I undertake for two reasons. First, I do not actually want to be successful, at least by the traditional definition of success. My definition of success is having enough resources to get by while actually doing nothing. The problem with this mindset is that my intense desire to just do nothing will always prevent me from getting to a position where I can.
Jesus Christ am I looking in a mirror?

I could be awesome at just about anything. I could be the best poker player on the planet and make millions, I could write loads of screenplays and get them directed by guys like Cameron and Scott, but I just don't care. I think to myself that even if I cured fucking cancer, I wouldn't feel like that was an accomplishment.

To me, meaning is in friendships and not really doing anything. But for some cruel reason, that's not how life works. It's hard to make something of yourself when you don't want to do that something. Just call me Peter Gibbons, I guess