I wanted to make a thread [nsfw probably]

[Savy]

I used to be like this too, but not anymore really, atleast not atm. I walk around with great confidence (probably unjustified) in lots of different social situations nowadays. If you would have asked me back then, I'd have told you I'm just not up for such things, it isn't for me, etc. Now I have had to change that opinion. I think it has to do with a set of specific skills you need to develop to make social experiences more enjoyable, even the typically awkward ones. Ofcourse everything is always up for change with me. If I have something on my mind that I'm very interested in and want to figure out, I can focus on that to an extreme level and shut out every else, that's something of which I can say it's how I have always been.

It's not wanting to do it, not being incapable of doing it.

I could be awesome at just about anything. I could be the best poker player on the planet and make millions, I could write loads of screenplays and get them directed by guys like Cameron and Scott, but I just don't care. I think to myself that even if I cured fucking cancer, I wouldn't feel like that was an accomplishment.

I know this is a post from a long time ago but this made me laugh.