Fathers day on Sunday. My gf adsked me what I'd like to do.

My initial though (which I didn't share) was that I'd like her and the kids to go away for the weekend so I could do whatever I wanted without being interupted, which would probably be play xbox all day and maybe watch a movie that she wouldn't be interested in.

Which got me thinking.

If asked what I want to do this is often my go to thought, and I mean it, it is actually what I'd like to do. But on the occassions I get it, I always find it completely unsatisfying, maybe even boring, but regardless, once it's over and I go back to normal life I still crave it again. And I don't know why I crave something that every time I get I find unsatisfyuing.

And btw, I love my kids and family and enjoy hanging out with them and doing stuff, just in case you're about to judge me for wanting them all to go away.