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[The Bean Counter]

Graph from today, pretty much sums up the past few days too

BR 83.06

FTR seems to all go on a downswing together. Keep going though - once you've had a few dozen 10BI downswings, you'll become hardened to it.

[Savy]

FTR seems to all go on a downswing together. Keep going though - once you've had a few dozen 10BI downswings, you'll become hardened to it.

Few points I think are quite interesting and probably say a lot about my mental game.

I feel like I have achieved something, but I'm not really sure what. I'm not so sure I'm happy that I feel like I kept my head quite well throughout the whole thing (2 and a bit days of play) but rather like I've overcome some obstacle which I haven't. Variance is a bitch and I haven't overcome it in any way, I also ran incredibly well in a lot of spots even though I ended up not winning them by the final card.

I also kind of feel less motivated to play now. Which I think is a mix of feeling like I've finished some form of challenge, a bad way to think about a situation like this I think, and because I don't want to have to deal with something similar again.

So I have to think that my approach to variance isn't really correct and I'm already kind of aware of this but it's quite hard to change your thought process without constantly reminding yourself which when emotions are all over the place is hard.