I realize that I am still a newb, and have really taken my game seriously only the past few months. I know it doesnt seem like much (hence posting in the beginner forum) but I have blown almost $200 of my $800 bankroll just today. I admit that I should have taken a break halfway through this but I didnt. The reason I didnt was mainly due to playing decent, just getting the short end of the stick. AA and KK getting cracked 3 times today, not hitting 9/10 of the hands that I was raising (getting called down alot of those times), and probably the last $75 was from tilt (calling a push with a lower flush, etc).
Thanks for letting me vent, I just want to openly admit this so I can improve from the tilt that followed.
Im gonna take a few days break and come back fresh. If that doesn't work, then i'm gonna punch the dealer in the ear with a closed fist out of anger.