Haha cheers man.

Well basically I've been blowing it as of late.

Here's my ugly ass June graph


all 50nl

as for my goals

[ ship ] play more then 20k hands at 50nl

[ ship ] Maintain goldstar

[ completed with minor exceptions ] Firefox can never be open during a session

[ ship ] No eating during a session (chips ect)

[ FAILED horribly ] The only things you can look at mid session are pokerstars lobby and PT3 amount of hands played no session winnings or time or graph lol


[ failed ~48 hours played ] play 70 hours this month

[ FAILED horribly ] not check cashier or graph until 30th June & try to avoid seeing sessional results

Things started out alright I was putting in lot's of volume 8 tabling not checking cashier everything was fine. About 2/3's of the way there I had a pretty bad session and I broke my rule and checked PT this tilted me so hard because I wasn't doing as well as I had thought I'd been... losing not winning ldo. Then every time a reg put me in a tough spot I'd doubt everything I've ever achieved. After tilt quitting like 3 sessions in a row I would not play for a few days come back to it feeling fresh, then the exact same thing happens... I tilt quit and take some more days off. After doing that a few more times over a 2 week period I took a solid week off and now I'm back with a stable mind. I'm gonna play 25nl until i get more confidence back to play 50nl I think I need to study and review lots more to ease the doubt.

Anyway keep on truckin...