Really great input everybody, thanks very much.

I guess I was the fish here lol, I have to stop playing when I'm tired and not able to think clearly beyond level 0. I think that this is partly because I've found some of the play at 10nl to be really really poor (even worse than mine on this river) and so I'm probably pushing things a little too hard looking for value against players I'm assuming to be donks before I know for sure.

I guess I also need to get out of the thinking, subconsciously at least, that just because Villain makes a poor call and is way behind me PF (he did and he was) that he's somehow "not allowed" to have me beat by the river lol. Stupid I know.