Why am i doing it?

I'm going up, down, up, down, up, down... Getting over confident, and trying to push people over.. get agro with nothing hands.. and i've busted my bankroll back to 1K....... sometimes i am that damn stupid.. i'm gonna have to move down.. ARRGHH fuck me and my stupidity..

not that i think anyof you will be able to help a great deal, i just had to say it to help get over how badly i played tonight. Tommorrow is a new day.. and i shall slap myself around a few times and get grinding