cant even beat micros and can beat high limits live

Dont want to sound bitchy but I must
I have lost out of last 12 times AA all in preflop 9 times, those are some weird stats
sorry this hand isnt convered, but I raised to 20bb preflop with AA and someone else pushed 10-10 for 150 bb over the top. I was playing 1k nl live for a living, I came home now and have run so bad, bad like this, from 100 nl to 50 and now to 25, its almost like i cant play online because odds and statistics seem to not matter, its not just bad variance, its bad math????
Its gotten to the point where when I see I am getting it in way ahead, im worried and actually ready for the bad beat to happen, and it happens... I think i might just stop playing online, this is serious
I went from winning 15 buyins in 2 days when I deposited to losing all of it and more and running thousands below EV.....
my question isnt what should I do its how can this be possible..... I run like..... well if u saw my hand database u would think its as if i were being rigged against
PokerStars No-Limit Hold'em, $0.25 BB (9 handed) - Poker-Stars Hand Converter from HandHistoryConverter.com

SB ($54.75)
BB ($48.50)
UTG ($63.69)
UTG+1 ($56.83)
MP1 ($104.25)
MP2 ($51.43)
MP3 ($22.86)
Hero (CO) ($37.50)
Button ($51.02)

Preflop: Hero is CO with Ac, Ah
1 fold, UTG+1 calls $0.25, MP1 bets $1, 2 folds, Hero raises to $5, 4 folds, MP1 raises to $104.20 (All-In), Hero calls $32.45 (All-In)

Flop: ($75.95) 5s, Js, 4h (2 players, 2 all-in)

Turn: ($75.95) 10s (2 players, 2 all-in)

River: ($75.95) Kd (2 players, 2 all-in)

Total pot: $75.95 | Rake: $2

Results:
MP1 had 10h, 10c (three of a kind, tens).
Hero had Ac, Ah (one pair, Aces).
Outcome: MP1 won $73.95

uh oh someone call the WHAAAAAAAAAmbulance


would you like some cheese with your whine

heres a quarter call someone who cares

something about a tiny violinist (never really understood that one)

TITS OR GTFO

COOL STORY BRO

Shouldn't you be happy somebody shoved all in pre with 10's? Life's a bitch and poker is as well. You play professionally so you know how it goes. Settle yourself down get focused play good poker and enjoy the ride!

play a different card on the turn next time

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There is a part of me that wants to keep this thread open and allow the abuse to continue. I also have the option of moving it to the bad beats (now "Tilt") forum and leaving a redirect, which achieves a similar aim while making it look like I'm a better moderator than the first option. However, I'm going to lock this, wish the OP the best of luck, and ask for his e-mail in case I ever get a PDF copy of the Elements of Poker. I suggest that the OP reads that, and checks out Tommy Angelo that link which is Tommy Angelo's blog. If you click the mindfulness link on the right, then you'll get a lot of encouragement and help from the pain that this part of poker causes.

Again, best of luck.