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Biggest loss I've ever taken
I'm drunk as fuck right now.
I got my esop evaluation for my old job today. My retirement plan. I took a fuckint 20% loss today.
100k down to 80 just like that. And even though I still smell shit in the shitter, and want to get out, since it's my Employee Stock Ownership Plan, I'm still locked away for 2 years until I fully vest and can get it the hell out of there.
Man. I thought I was prepared for this kind of shit after all the poker I've played, and understanding of variance, and knowing about bankrolls.
This is fucking torture because I can't cash out and run.
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