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yay for me!
A month ago or so I made my first deposit, $95, to a poker site.
I've been playing 2NL on stars since then, and doing OK at the FR games making a small amount of money, but also transferred some money to my wife's acct and some to a friends acct so they could play on their own instead of on my acct, and screwing with my stats. I also went on to lose a big chunk of my money playing the $1 SnG's (I stink at those right now), so after 2 weeks I was down to under $50.
I recently decided "enough screwing around" and got PT.
At first I didn't change how I was playing, and after 1k hands I saw that even in that small sample, I was a poor player, but sill managing a small profit. I was running about 45/5/1.2.
Once I noticed this I started playing proper ABC poker, or as close as I'm able at this point, playing much more aggressive, and no more SnG's. I was going to get back to even.
Almost right away I started seeing a difference, coming away with a decent profit on at least 80% of the tables I sat down at, only making the occasional fish moves.
Last night, after getting up to $85, I tried my first stab at 5NL, I remember reading that the skill of opponents is the same, and performed just as well as I had at 2NL, and in the process got myself over $95 and officially makes me (ever so slightly) profitable over my short poker career.
Now, after about 4k tracked hands, my primary stats are about 30/10/3.
Basically, last night I really saw how much I've improved in the last couple weeks since I really started applying myself. I know that I need to guard from being overconfident to the point of changing my game, but I'm feeling excited today. I know the dollar amounts aren't exciting, but my progress recently has me feeling like I can actually do this and if I keep up the focus I will get to the point where I'll have a bit of money coming in on the side, which was one of my main goals when I started playing.
And yes, this is a clear case of phase 2 of the newbie circle of death. I am fully aware that I'm not as good as I feel, but YAY FOR ME!!
<pats self on back>
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