FTR has been very helpful for me, and I still think it is a great site. But with the amount of animosity I unintentionally create, there is impossible for me to have a rational discussion about poker.

Although many of you here in the commune find me weird, you have been incredibly friendly to me and I appreciate that a lot more than you can ever imagine. Maybe you can give me some honest feedback and answer my questions?

I love poker. When I am really into poker I think about it 24/7 for weeks and months at a time. I even dream about strategy and create theorems and postulations in my dreams. I would love to have somebody to talk with when it comes to poker.

But as I said initially, whenever I write about poker the discussions always get sidetracked into "Sir Pawnalot lolaments". Either people tell me to "gtfo", they post "fail pictures" or try to insult me one way or another. Rarely do people get topical, it always ends up personal.

Since I am a winner at all stakes and all games I ever played at on every site I ever played (this kind of writing puts people off- but it is just the truth)- I find it hard to believe that my strategy can possibly be that bad.

What is my options? Should I start every post with saying I have Asperger´s and that I am a social retard? Do not people remember that by now? Or should I ask a mod to change my name and post anonymous? Or is my only option to leave FTR for 2+2 or another forum?

I do not mind the hating at all, but I do mind not being able to have a rational discussion about the game I love.

Please do not respond that I should try to be more humble and not as condescending- because I am already trying my best to appear "normal".

Thank you for any feedback.