I'm trying to keep my cool right now, but its getting progressively harder and harder.

Every session is just 'wow'. Getting EV bombed, and on top of that getting sucked out even worse before getting all-in. About $8k under EV for the month, at mostly 2/4. On a $20k downswing right now, also at mostly 2/4.

My big hands are getting killed pretty hard. I've had AA 154 times this month, and my won at SD is 52.6%. I'm not sure what is avg, but that seems remarkably low. I've had KK 147 times and a won at SD of about 52%. Anyone know what is standard here?

This is the first time in a VERY long time where I've felt mostly helpless, or that it's out of my control. Often my big losing streaks have been playing wow bad, but this is like 70-80% uncontrollable and 20-30% playing bad.

Anyways... not really sure what to do at the moment. Maybe I'll take a bit of a break, though likely I'll be back at it tomorrow!