Sad fucking shit going on right here. I'm 700 behind EV and just played a session where AK < AA pre, QQ < AA on AQx board, JJ < AA on AJx board and AA < 88 pre, 3 way pot with AK in there. -4 buy in in the session. Bankroll is fucked. Mindset is fucked. Considering withdrawal. I don't think I could handle this at a higher limit.

Sick thing is a downswing doesn't have duration, it's not like it's "time I ran good" now, this can literally go on forever, there's the same chance of running like this on tomorrow's session as there was in this one, and it's been going on for a while now.

It's just such a fucking huge dissapointment.