It's actually quite uncanny how I feel the same as OP. The slow grindback to respectable is painstakingly slow and every little suckout is amplified by the fact that the stakes mean fuck all.
More aggressive br management. If you can afford a couple buyins of 4nl and can redeposit if shit goes bad then there really isn't any reason not to move up with like 10 buys. You should be rocketing through the microsimo.
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