My best suggestion is to make the game fun again by going to a B&M Casino and playing 1/2NL. Lots of loose fish there.
If you really are fed up, take time off until you want to play again. Trust me, you will want to play again.
I have played with you too, and you are a stand-up player. From what I can tell, this is bad luck with a little tilt sprinkled in for good measure.