Stop being so god damn sensitive and you'll see people looking out for your best interest. This isn't an emotional security forum, you're talking to a bunch of asshole poker players.

As stated, the fact that you even posted this is evidence you shouldn't be at these stakes. People who earn the right to be at these stakes are ecstatic when they get $1,000 in the middle with a better two pair, regardless of how the river rapes them.