Thoughts?

Last 6 weeks, displayed all hands of 200NL. It´s frustrating and makes me sick. I sleep very bad and have nightmares of huge monsters outflopping me with Q9o and A5s.

What does the large spread between showdown & total mean? You're relying too much on showdown winnings, and losing many small pots, or getting bullied out too much? Not c-betting or floating enough vs the right villains?

Idk, I cant make a sense out of it.

I´m not getting bullied or stuff like that and I´m looking actively for opportunities to float and squeeze. I tighened up my cbet OOP, but I´m near 100% IP. Only thing I could imgine are shorties vs whom I cbet tighter/fold more, but they couldnt cause such a huge gap I suppose

Didint want to post this until month end when we could do a big review thread but w/e

Ive learnt 2/3 things this month
1. You cant bluff fr players off hnads much as relativly they have much stronger hands a lot of the time
2. This means i make a lot more small value bets when i know i have the best hand rather than big bets that might not always get called.
3. i make lots of weak calls when perhaps its a 0ev or small edge either way