Ok this is getting fucking rediculous now. Every single time I ever 3-bet light they call or 4-bet. Every single time I call a c-bet with a pair the turn is an ace. Every single I get it in as an 80% favourite I lose.

Btw if you're reading this and thinking "OMFG what a whiner, he must be bad player cos he's whining about variance omfg we have no time for that here at FTR!" then you are a complete moron. Here's why. This is my OP and I'll be unhappy and state how I feel in it if I chose to. So please refrain from posting some typical narrow minded shit like:

"Maybe you're losing because you're so upest about variacne and are on tilt and making bad palys doi doi I am police droid of ftr imo"

I just stopped because I was feeling pissed off, fuck bags, and stuck to all my goals there as much as I possibly could. As for the people I know and trust here, I'm guessing you aren't thinking like FTR robots and can appreciate how horrible a relentless downswing can be and can forgive my bitching.

God I feel like poker is just punishing me right now. Just pummelling me repeatadly for every play I make. Like can people see my fucking hole cards, or do I just run into AK when I 3-bet 97% of the time? The final straw in that session was getting it in with 99 on 982 vs TT and getting runner runner flushed for my stack.

I'm trying to remain positive but it's fucking hard, I tell you. If this was the old days I'd have exploded like tuff fish already and spunked my roll away slevin style. The other fucked up thing is that I'm only actually down 2BIs since moving to 50NL. The rest of the downswing has just desinmated what I'd won before it started. Like wtf though, do I just suck complete balls preflop? I get played back at every single time I open or 3-bet except when I have my 3-bet value range. I run like 23/19, It's not like I'm some super lag with a fold to 3-bet and 4-bet of 65,000%.

Fuck poker right now. I'll be back on monday. Going out to get rediculously drunk tonight and forget about the shitty little things that piss me off in life and the brutality of the last week's poker.

Peace.