Not 100% sure on the uni thing. I had a really good first year and then second year basically my life went completely shit through no fault of my own and I ended up around people I didn't really like and basically didn't do anything in that year, third year I started to snap out of it but I never really caught up with anything I needed to so basically feels like I wasted two years of my life and didn't really learn a huge amount or gain anything from it. Will end up with a 2.2 (although I'll have a resit to do first) and don't really have any idea what I want to do with life. So yeah I'm glad to be finished but the fact I'm not coming out of uni with a first is pretty pathetic on my part tbh.

However doom and gloom that may sound I actually feel as good mentally and physically as I have for years now which is good (getting a bit lazy on the fitness since being back so back running tomorrow). And it's good to be back home, I went to uni miles away from where I lived.

I'm going to wait till august/september and get applying to big companies for jobs I think, whilst keeping an eye out for accountancy and if worst comes to worst I'm just going to be a maths teacher, which the more I think about it I don't think I'd mind. Going to try and find some temporary work for over summer, preferably something that'll help with the job hunt but any office experience is good enough really and tomorrow I'm going to attempt to set myself up with some people to tutor in maths which I think I'll really enjoy.

I intend on playing a lot of poker over the summer too, even when I get a job, because I quite enjoy it and it keeps my brain ticking over. I'd got into the habit of not being that mentally stimulated which is never good and in all honesty I don't see any reason why I can't get quite good if I put the work in so it could be a nice little earner on the side. I can't say I'm playing full time though as I don't win any money

/really long boring post

On a completely random side note, I've not read a book in years. If anyone has any suggestions (no long drawn out series pls) I'd be more than happy to hear them.