Well, much as i hate to actually say it, im on a downswing. I cannot win a hand. I've lost about $120+ of my BR. I lost nearly $60 in around ten minutes on one table (@$0.05-$0.10). Table was laughing cause after i went all in i was ahead and then got sucked out on so many times. Has been sick. last 10 all-ins i've been ahead guaranteed. Maybe im pushing slim margins too much and should pick my spots better. i've been all in a few times w/TT and JJ and maybe they are slightly marginal hands, but i just cant help calling a shove with them when opponents all-in range include AJos+ and all Ax suited (plus sometimes any 2 suited cards).

Anyway, this operation is done. Has been a disaster in terms of what i wanted. So after a couple of days off am gonna start a new op, w/ new goals and new focus. I still love poker and i cant believe how much better i am than when i started. im just really really undisciplined and still tilt and play when pissed.

On the brightside my roll is still well over $100 so i have plenty to play with. cant really write cause im so fucked off right now.