After the distater night my bankroll stands at 106.91. I'd cleared a bonus and won a little before the loss, so in total i lost a little over $60. The monetary loss doesnt bother me anywhere near as much as my play.

I was sure i was gonna take a break from poker but after a couple of days i just really really miss playing. Am definately gonna play tonight. Everytime anything bad happens to me in poker i feel so much stronger when i overcome it. Im feeling 100% motivated, 100% focused, and 100% determined at the moment. ahh, who cares?? just deal them f**kin cards!