PLayed 50nl last night for -$25!!!! I made a big mistake then stopped playing. Im thankful I can control myself after i mess up and walk away when im pissed off.

Havent got the HHs with me but here are 2 hands, ill leave my fuck up till last.

#1 - My image was possibly a bit loose at this point but BTN was 7-8 tbling so im not too worried about not having position postflop. BB (who folded pre was a 54/10 so i also wanted to loosen up in CO to get him HU but he didnt concur). SB wasnt great stats wise preflop tho i cant really remember, something like 30/15 over small sample. I figured him a bad player basically.

50nl effective stacks

CO PFR 3.5xBB
SB calls

Flop

I c/b 3/4 PSB or so, he calls.

Turn

turn goes check check - its got a good card to double barrel, ive a FD and getting c/r'd would suck immensely.

River

Now Ive a flush, Opp checks, I shove roughly $35 into $8 pot.

I figure he will call with any Ace holding and its not likely he has me beat while nobody gives ppl credit for making a backdoor flush.

#2 - Opp is 24/20, SB is 54/10, little history with both but nothing huge or important here.

60BB effective stacks

UTG 24/20 PFR 4xBB $2 (BTW i think 3.5xBB was his standard or it was all vice versa)
SB called, no biggie
BB Hero AQo 3bets $9 - in hindsight maybe too small.

Flop

I c/b $14 into $19 pot ,Opp calls

Turn

check check

River - I honestly dunno what to do in this spot. I try for a SD but also planning on caling some bets.

I check, Opp shoves AI which is about 3/4 PSB.

The part im pissed off with is i thought about his range and how it crushed me and matched it up it his line and got my answer but I still CALLED. WTF, I really would like to know the psychology behind my thoughts when i call convincing myself ''ah he must be bluffing''

I was +$30 before his hand then I was -$30