..embarrased
so i edited the posts above, way too embarrasing! went completely broke middle of may. Had to suffer two weeks or so of play money before i let myself redeposit. Guess I had to learn the hard way...
Redeposited $25 on 1st of June and i started grinding again. Couple days later i got $17.48 in rakeback. Things are going ok, but i feel like im going through puberty a second time.
Im playing it strict with my bankroll now. 11 days and not one lapse, which is pretty amazing for me!! There wont be a lapse either.

Heres my results so far (im obv looking forward to next months huge rake payout!):

June:
Deposit: +$25.00
Rakeback: +$17.48
Profit/Loss from play: +$53.28
Hands Played: 2863
Current BR: $95.76