i had a really shitty weekend as far as poker goes. Dropped another 4.5 buyins over 2k hands do to pure spew after getting sucked out on 3 or 4 times in a short period. After another -1.5 buyin session yesterday morning, i decided i would take the day off ring and play some donkaments. I played the $3 r+a and bubbled, and 2 sats to the Sunday Mill on stars. After spending $90 on sats and bubbling both, i decided to just buyin direct, since i am a huge idiot. I played really well the whole time, but bubbled it also. Mix in 1/4 ITMs in the $16 turbos and a horrible showing in the $11 1r+1a and i finished down a shitload yesterday. It was very reminiscent of last novembers MTT tilt that took me from a $500 BR back down to $250.

BR is sitting at a whopping $1700 right now, and im completely pissed about it. Back to $50nl for 5k hands atleast, no matter how much im up (or most likely down). I have about $350 or rakeback getting paid out this week, and i should clear the $150 stars reload bonus in about 2k hands at $50nl. Im going to go back to grinding, and more importantly paying attention to everything. Ive been playing absolutely terribly my last 10k hands and my results have shown.

I wasnt going to even post anything about yesterday, especially buying into a $215 tourney, but i want to be accountable for my bad plays and stupid actions as well as the good ones. This operation thread is about my progress, or lack thereof, and getting this shit off my chest and hopefully being berated by people who read this will get me back on track.