Operation: Paternity Leave

Setup
[x] Have infant at home
[x] Have Dayjob
[x] Have Government that will give 55% of dayjob income to stay home with kid


Goal
As sole breadwinner, need to make a few months buffer, then sustain that.

Blockers
Have not had good results lately due to:

-sleep deprivation from kid
-playing too many tables
-easily tilting (see sleep deprivation)

Motivation

[23:45] <d0zer> any tips on being a 'pro'?
[23:45] <reDZill4> suck dick
[23:45] <reDZill4> after you do that
[23:45] <reDZill4> youll never want to do that for money
[23:45] <reDZill4> so you play good
[23:45] <d0zer> hmmmmmm
[23:46] <reDZill4> you think of everying in terms of how many blow jobs ud have to give to get lost money back
[23:46] <reDZill4> make fewer mistkaes
[23:46] <reDZill4> its worth itman
[23:48] <d0zer> so that's when your PTR garph went from BE to robusto? the cocksucking?
[23:49] <reDZill4> yeah for sure dude.
[23:49] <d0zer> makes sense. thx man
[23:50] <reDZill4> yeah
[23:50] <reDZill4> just try it out
[23:50] <reDZill4> and if its not for you
[23:50] <reDZill4> its not for you bro

Solution
-Less tables (no more than 9)
-NO playing while in non-optimal mental states

This will reduce my volume, but hopefully increase my winrate more than enough to compensate for that.

February is the month of renewed discipline cuz I'm sick of sucking cock

BR log:

01/02/2010: 1300
09/02/2010: 1860
16/02/2010: 3900
19/02/2010: 2700
01/03/2010: 4800
-3k withdraw
01/04/2010: 3100
01/05/2010: 6300
-2.6k withdraw
01/06/2010: 6150
-3.4k withdraw
01/07/2010: 3300
-3.8k withdraw
01/08/2010: 3500
-8650 withdraw
01/10/2010: 4500
-9400 withdraw
01/01/2011: 4300