Failed the exploitation thing already. But yay I won something! I won 1st prize of the run bad. Seems like everyone else at FTR is winning this award too. I went down 2 buyins today very quickly and finished up $4. Happy about that. I swear to God though I'm not going to take too much more of this. Insane the way the board ends up. I mean, runner runner shit all the time. I'd be up quite more without that shit. People wonder why I complain? Fuck that, try running bad your whole fucking career. Bbickes said we all wouldn't be playing NLH if we hadn't run good when we started...I admit to not running as badly as could but I definitely ran well below average. The shit hasn't equaled out either.
What I am seeing now at 50NL is people actually going apeshit preflop and these nits who I have 500+ hands have ~0 3bet% yet are now 3bet bluffing the shit out of me. I'm almost convinced they all have it out for me. I just lost in a 4bet pot AQ < K9. I'm telling you, these guys are so shitty but win constantly against me. They do shit that makes no sense and they have no idea what they are doing. That's the shit that hurts the most. I was crushing too when I just clicked buttons. Now that I know what I am doing I'm hitting a huge wall. Fuc.k it I will prevail though, no worries. My graphs are so dumb now. Complete roller coasters. Run average run average run average and watch my winnings skyrocket then run "kmind normal" and blow it all. Repeat. Fuc.k that. You can't even say fuc.k on these boards.
