Just hung out with her. I'm a little bitch faggot piece of shit. There's like 34940 things I want to change in my life, basically right away. I'm not afraid to say "I hate myself" 75% of the time because I know I can make myself better.
Man, I could/maybe will give more detailed TRs from last night and today because it was pretty insane. One thing I will say is that some guy did tarot card readings to me and the girl and both matched up the situation like perfectly and I felt really awkward. I think she knew what was up though and kept smiling at me everytime the situation related more and more to what was happening. Also, some dude was there who thought the girl liked him and I am happy to say he was mad the whole weekend at me and her. I'm a dumbass.
I honestly do not even feel like talking about poker right now. I'm up like 2 buyins for those that care but poker is really mehh to what's really going on in my life.
