oh my bad...what's your SN there? I talk in the chat only if it's people I know or if I am tilted.
I know it's a lot better than 2NL but I am more than tilted right now. I also wasn't trying to downgrade any FTRers at 100NL which I noticed may have came off that way. I meant that the regs and fish I play are making seriously HUGE mistakes. I am trying to refrain myself from posting more of these HH in my tilted thread but it's insane what they'll do. I've had two guys flat my 4bets with me having AA 100bb deep and shipping the flop with their flopped set on YXX boards with Y=broadway and XX=low cards. Another just flatted a 4bet after chatting "lol" yet I was bluffing ld0 and he took it away on the turn with another "lol". I really think he thought I was a fish and making a small 4bet was the fishiest thing he has ever seen or something. Then I have wild "regs" calling my steals with pretty marginal holdings and hitting big time. And it's like whatever I do, someone will have a semi-tight range and then I'll hit a decent hand too so it's like well fuck and then he'll end up pwning me with a slightly better two pair and so forth. Then I flop two pair and bet flop and bet/fold bank turns because they have sets always and he obv. shows and types something in the chat about how he's gotten "2 sets in a row!!!!!". These are the regs wtf. And the hand I posted in the FR thread: I was an unknown and he calls his stack with AJ? Wtf. I'd never call there, I mean I think the only hand that I rep that he beats is a FD and that RARELY should happen too. His hand is a bluff catcher for sure but it's really weak in that spot.
I'm going back to 6max for the most part or just taking a long break. Poker is fucking with my mind. It's my easiest/least time committment way of making mandatory money for myself, but at the same time I am seeing how unhealthy it is, especially without any real life friends who play nor know I play. I am finding myself with the worst attitude lately towards my friends and family and this weekend was supposed to be a great way to end the winter break and it turned out like shit. This, going along with non-poker bullshit, is really irritating me. Blah, trying to think of a way to say "fuck you" to everything but nothing is coming to mind. I think I might have realized to stop getting into my habits of letting all this shit take over my mindset and persevere through it all. It's like my old, usual ways of fixing my problems are actually making things a lot worse in the long run and are only temporary solutions to something that will inevitably happen again.
