back to even on the day. will not play anymore.
I think I played one had horribly and tried to make a hero call, QQ < AA 100bb deep allin pre vs. regular who 4bets a lot (obv. hit a Q on flop but still gg) and then got, well, I'll just say I put my money in very well. I think the last 2 were played well and standard so I can't complain about that. I just need to stop thinking ahead of what I'll buy in the near future to only be let down by continuing to play.