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Good post, Ben. Speaking of that, the psychological side of poker has really been a main focus of mine recently. I get really jealous hearing others just not fucking care about how unlucky they get or anything, they just keep playing the most EV way they know how. I've also been reading some stuff (in my school book ld0) about certain emotions that kind of hit home with me and made me really think about stuff. For example, I thought about "anxiety" and how this is kind of what makes me not play at levels higher than I am. This was before I started withdrawing too. I just feel like there are spots in which I get really anxious about and surprise me and then I fuck shit up. My immediate thought was to play poker in a much more passive way, allowing me to only put in large sums of money when I heavily expected to be good. Then I realized how stupid that is and laughed. However, I DO think I put myself in bad spots too often and there are times that folding on an earlier street would not only leave me balanced on my feet, but most likely would be more EV in the long run. Some high stakes players kind of gave me this concept unintentionally.
Another concept I think is pretty powerful is, well, "power". I think I wrote something about in real life how power is so fucking ridiculous and I hate most people who abuse it, which is quite often. I'm obviously a hypocrit as I fully admit to committing the same crime at times, but I think I am getting better. That said, and this won't be long, power should be a huge part of your game at a poker table. Sure it's obvious and instinctive to most, but I mean looking at the core definition it's if A can get B to do something B would not normally do, A has power over B. That is a pretty spectacular thing to have on your side in poker.
I am also starting to learn more about the mathematic side of poker. Like psychology, I seem to lack a lot of important knowledge in this regard. I won't go haywire with it, but I think it will help me with different odds in general, knowing how much fold% needed in certain spots, and overall how to play more non-exploitively. Specifically, I am trying to learn more about 3/4/5betting preflop and what kind of ranges, odds, etc. will affect my frequencies because, at the time, I am losing large amounts in this area.
I played a tad bit yesterday and finished down like $50 which is OK because I was +EV. Today, I am up just over 2 buyins in about 300 hands.
The good: I lost a stack KK < 72o on a Q972r board and I just shook it off and laughed.
The bad: He was playing like 75/0/.8 over a small sample and he just c/c flop and then c/r turn. I felt kind of dumbfounded that the 2 helped so I just shipped. Maybe all options are decent there?
The good: I started pushing and raising more in spots that seemed to have a lot of FE and the results have been pretty good.
The good: I started sizing my bets in ways that would allow worse hands to play. Once it included me inducing two overs to c/r on turn and I called. He bet small on the river and hit, but I think I played it well.
The bad: I think I left a lot of EV at one of the tables because some dude was playing 80/40/8 with and we were both 200bb deep. A semi-good part was that he was to my immediate left which sucks but I think if I could just hit one hand I'd get his stack no problem. I mean he was literally betting 50bb into a 2bb pot at times. But the reason I left is that now that I withdraw, I kind of became scared money wanting to play more pots with him but knowing I may get it in with a much weaker range than usual.
Onto the real life stuff. I have 3 tests this week. 2 are gone but the toughest is Thursday and I am pretty scared. I should have all day today and tomorrow to study for it. The good news is that my church basketball season starts Thursday as well so I will have something to look forward to. My church basketball league is sweet because it's REALLY competitive and people will play dirty and stuff and we're all pretty equal. My team usually finishes like 2nd out of 6 teams. Also, one team has a bunch of obnoxious fans (which is really fun to play because I love beating them), one team brings their hot wives and another brings the high school youth girls who are all really hot (I am going to hell). I also had court yesterday for witnessing the shit at 711 I wrote a few posts back but got lost on my way there and came in as they were all leaving so gg me. I got the results though and the court date just got rescheduled until January so I may have to go then.
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