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haha j/k very nice post.
Most of what you wrote applies to me, especially the part about your mind feeling numb when you are tilting. That is exactly how I feel when I play a long losing session. The one part that doesn't apply to me is the part about barreling/bluffing too much because I am a nit. Instead, I fold too much because "they always seem to have it this session".