So I just had the worst two sessions in a row back to back. I was bitching in the mIRC and I'm glad Spoon got mad at me for it. I realize that I'm bringing too much emotion to the game, which I already knew. But c'mon. Sometimes it gets a little much. It's not the fact that I'm having losing sessions that's bothering me. It's the fact that I haven't been 2 BI's higher than my initial BR yet. I know I'm not playing so well that I should be flying through the $5NL, but I should be breaking even at the very least. I'm not tilting to the point where it's affecting my decision making at all, but it just hurts me inside.

Anyways, I'm not gonna look at my BR until I hit 10k hands. I'm also starting to get coached by Spoonitnow. First session's on Tuesday. I'm gonna study hard and try to have a couple of winning sessions before then and try to overcome my emotions. I have a couple of hands I want to post, but I gotta go to work, so I'll do it when I get back.