It doesn't work that way man. You're just throwing your bankroll away. Which is fine, if that's what you want to do, but don't do it under the guise of "its the right thing to do". Its the flat out wrong thing to do.

I have tried time and time again to restart again when I have veered off and regardless always end up in the same situation. I do not fully understand the pyscological reasons for this but I do understand the futility of the cycle.
So to stop the cycle, you're going to perpetuate the cycle?