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>=5 euro. But I didn't make it clear in my post the virgin poker account is entirely where I've been playing so I didn't just open that account with my 70 dollar BR. What actually happened was this.
1. Deposit 40 euros, grind some sngs, busto by day two.
2. Deposit another 40 euros one week later grind some sngs, hit sick varience and bust after one day.
Running total 80 euros down.
3. Deposit 30 euros later in the evening. Play for 3-4 days grind to 330 euros. Move up too quickly (including playing 20 and 50 dollar double up sngs) bust back to 60 euros. Stop for the day. Switch of computer. (yesterday)
4. Realise that I've almost thrown my roll away for the umpteenth time. Look on the bright side. I still have some left this time.
4a. Start thinking about buddhist teaching and how attachment and desire are key problems and powerful factors in my degeneracy. Attachment to profit, and desire to earn more - build BR. Wonder if I'll ever get over this hurdle.
5. Spend some time on FTR again today reading about how the hell I sort this problem, re-find this thread: http://www.flopturnriver.com/phpBB2/...70.html#741552 feel a little better from reading it, and try to focus on going back to basics today and grinding the roll up.
Current BR: $77. Will be posting BR in every post from now on to try to keep me on track.
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