I read a few other threads and I realize I focus too much on my bankroll. I am only down 1 buy in after over 200 hands of play. I am being extremely unreasonable with unrealistic expectations. Losing is a fact of playing poker. One has to lose, period and I need to deal with it better. I am not the only person this type of things happen to, and for others it is usually for a whole lot more money. I feel better now and am about to enter another ring game. Play my game and deal with the outcome. No more cry baby bullcrap.