Just finished in 12th place in a $1 MTT (2300 entrants). Again I am disgusted with myself. I had 300,000 chips sitting in 3 place and didn't keep my composure. I let pretty cards get me involved in pots out of position and cost me final table, where the real payday happens. So I won $14.15 instead of the $106 i could have won finishing in 4th. I've never gone this deep in a tourney (6 hours) so maybe it's just lack of experience. There is absolutely no reason for me not to have made final table, absolutely none. Playing from 6p.m. est took its toll I guess. This hurt more than yesterday's loss. I could have sat my way out to final table. And being honest, who knows when I'll get another chance like this. I am kicking myself.

Anyway, I took some losses at the ring game tables so my roll is at $28.73. Man this hurts.