well here some friday night truths, drinking and the world wide web
Im doing fine bankroll wise at about 350, which is the most Ive had on stars. but... I feel to scared to play, its fucking pathetic I know. Ive been reading alot of material icluding veneers guide to cruhsing the micros blackrains guide, pokermindset and watching those tommy angelo videos all of which were meant to make me a better poker player but instead I feel tilted before I even start. with all the studying showing me just how much I dont understand about this game, I feel completely lost lacking any confidence and scared to over adjust as my edge is such a small one anyhow, move too much in any direction and it could turn into spew ville so easily. I have only played about 4000 hands this week and not a session over 500 hands. anyone gotz any real advice for beating this fear, am I alone here or have other folks been through this