The greater the challenge the greater the opportunity for growth. Sorry if you were in no mood for altruism. It's evident that you're going through a rough time. You've done nothing but offer your encouragement in regards to my poker efforts and it has carried me a long way. Allow me to reciprocate by reminding you that if it's important to you to succeed (defined only by you obv) then the fortitude and clarity of mind will return to you. Also, stop trying to merge your quitting range imo.