I have officially lost half my roll in my past 17 sessions.

Over this period, I've had 1 winning session. This has coincided with some amazing 5-10 and 10-20 games running, so right now I feel like vomiting whenever I think about poker.

It sucks that this is a period where I have some projects that depend on big withdrawals. Since yesterday, the power of the subtle, long-term tilt has kind of scared me. At random moments I've had to fight the urge to just shut down my computer (which I actually did a few times), I've been getting so frustrated.

Please, please, please make it stop. I should probably move down, but my god how do you say no to a good winrate at high stakes asdhfkasjd hfasjkd hadsfkljadsfahsdkjjfasd;kjfa;sdlj fsda;lk jsa;df ja;sdffj ;sdafj;kasd;