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						Just shut things down 600 hands into a session. It’s a good thing there weren’t any bananas lying around my apartment because I’d have probably eaten all of them and been constipated for a week. Felt like such a fucking monkey.
 What does it take to put me on tilt? I think regs owning me hard by taking weird and fishy lines puts me on tilt. I just reviewed my HH’s and decided that 5 hands caused me to want to punch a hole in my monitor. Let’s go through them 1 by 1.
 
 Here’s my 1st tilt-hand. Villain is a reg I’ve owned over and over and over again, mainly by playing strong and straightforward.
 
 Seat 1: HERO (€200 in chips)
 Seat 2: Chavinder (€164.70 in chips)
 Seat 3: Snaitug (€200 in chips)
 Seat 5: Danton (€33 in chips)
 Seat 6: stekarn (€256.60 in chips)
 stekarn: posts small blind €1
 HERO: posts big blind €2
 ----- HOLE CARDS -----
 dealt to HERO
    Chavinder: folds
 Snaitug: raises to €8
 Danton: folds
 stekarn: folds
 mrxxxxx joins the table at seat #4
 HERO: calls €6
 ----- FLOP -----
      HERO: checks
 Snaitug: checks
 ----- TURN -----
        HERO: bets €13
 Snaitug: raises to €26
 HERO: raises to €62
 Snaitug: calls €36
 ----- RIVER -----
          HERO: bets €130 and is all-in
 Snaitug: calls €130 and is all-in
 ----- SHOW DOWN -----
 HERO: shows
    (A Pair of Kings, Queen high) Snaitug: shows
    (A Pair of Aces, King high) Snaitug collected €398 from Main pot
 
 I’m not gonna spend a long time writing this entry, but this hand just blew my mind on so many levels. My river shove was a strange play but I really thought he’d be shoving all better hands on the turn and that the only hand that I’d be value-stacking myself vs would be AK with a diamond. My head kind of exploded when he flipped over his hand. Vs my calling range in the blinds, how can he not bet the flop? Because he thinks I’ll spaz out and 3-bet bluff a turn after he minrases me?
 
 So I’m already steaming.
 
 Next I play this hand vs my poker soulmate, Ravageur. Nothing much to be said except that ppl never ever give me any credit in this spot because I appear to be spewy preflop. I seriously had a bad feeling when I saw the gutshot draw on the flop :
 
 Seat 2: Jackb2502 (£200 in chips)
 Seat 3: HERO (£200 in chips)
 Seat 4: 0fresh0 (£227.50 in chips)
 Seat 5: Ravageur (£282.39 in chips)
 Seat 6: Jibby147 (£289.10 in chips)
 Jackb2502: posts small blind £1
 HERO: posts big blind £2
 Ravageur: posts small blind £1
 ----- HOLE CARDS -----
 dealt to HERO
    balmore joins the table at seat #1
 0fresh0: folds
 balmore sits out
 Ravageur: raises to £7
 Jibby147: calls £7
 Jackb2502: folds
 HERO: raises to £31
 Ravageur: calls £24
 Jibby147: calls £24
 ----- FLOP -----
      HERO: bets £56
 gift joins the table at seat #4
 Ravageur: raises to £251.39 and is all-in
 Jibby147: folds
 HERO: is all-in £113
 Returned uncalled bets £82.39 to Ravageur
 ----- TURN -----
        ----- RIVER -----
          ----- SHOW DOWN -----
 Ravageur: shows
    (A Straight, Ace high) HERO: shows
    (A Pair of Aces, King high) Ravageur collected £429 from Main pot
 
 So that one is just kind *sigh*… What can you do? In itself it definitely didn’t tilt me. In fact, it felt good to get it in as such a huge favourite and kind of un-tilted me.
 
 About 3 mins later, I ran KJ into 77 on KJ7hh board at fullring for an 800$ pot. Meh.
 
 Then this hand took place vs same villain who had AA in hand 1. It literally put me off the deep end :
 
 Seat 1: HERO (€211.90 in chips)
 Seat 2: Chavinder (€163.70 in chips)
 Seat 3: Snaitug (€248.20 in chips)
 Seat 4: mrxxxxx (€194.80 in chips)
 Seat 5: Alang2109 (€308.60 in chips)
 Seat 6: stekarn (€227.60 in chips)
 HERO: posts small blind €1
 Chavinder: posts big blind €2
 ----- HOLE CARDS -----
 dealt to HERO
    Snaitug: calls €2
 mrxxxxx: folds
 Alang2109: folds
 stekarn: folds
 HERO: raises to €11
 Chavinder: folds
 Snaitug: calls €9
 ----- FLOP -----
      HERO: bets €16
 Snaitug: raises to €40
 HERO: calls €24
 ----- TURN -----
        HERO: checks
 Snaitug: checks
 ----- RIVER -----
          HERO: bets €41
 Snaitug: calls €41
 ----- SHOW DOWN -----
 HERO: shows
    (Two Pairs, Tens and Twos, Ace high) Snaitug: shows
    (Two Pairs, Kings and Twos, Jack high) Snaitug collected €183 from Main pot
 
 How can ppl play so bad and own me so good? I seriously don’t know what to say about this hand. It’s fascinating how much it tilted me. Any advice or comments are welcome. Seriously why does shit like this drive me off the deep end?
 
 The proverbial nail-in-the-coffin to my shortlived session came during 2 small pots that occurred simultaneously. Nothing too weird, but seriously what the fuck is going on in the 1st hand (oop float) and I just shut down my cpu after the oesd hit the river in the 2nd one :
 
 Seat 1: Yorkie25 ($473.45 in chips)
 Seat 2: Teamgods1 ($278.01 in chips)
 Seat 3: KWR460 ($480 in chips)
 Seat 6: Lovequeen ($222 in chips)
 Seat 7: HERO ($545 in chips)
 Seat 8: Neemelo ($480 in chips)
 Seat 10: mmhhmm ($288 in chips)
 mmhhmm: posts small blind $2
 Yorkie25: posts big blind $5
 ----- HOLE CARDS -----
 dealt to HERO
    Teamgods1: calls $5
 KWR460: folds
 0fresh0 joins the table at seat #4
 Lovequeen: folds
 HERO: raises to $21
 Neemelo: folds
 mmhhmm: folds
 Yorkie25: folds
 Teamgods1: calls $16
 ----- FLOP -----
      Teamgods1: checks
 HERO: bets $31
 Teamgods1: calls $31
 ----- TURN -----
        Teamgods1: checks
 HERO: checks
 ----- RIVER -----
          Teamgods1: checks
 HERO: checks
 ----- SHOW DOWN -----
 Teamgods1: shows
    (Two Pairs, Queens and Tens, King high) HERO: mucks hand
    Teamgods1 collected $108 from Main pot
 
 Seat 1: dunderich ($46.75 in chips)
 Seat 2: HERO ($301.70 in chips)
 Seat 3: Napstar ($61.35 in chips)
 Seat 4: Kaiser004 ($68 in chips)
 Seat 5: Bob26071 ($38 in chips)
 Seat 6: placebo66 ($199.28 in chips)
 Seat 7: PaulB75 ($405.69 in chips)
 Seat 8: The_miko ($63.80 in chips)
 Seat 9: Sarah66 ($45 in chips)
 Seat 10: Gonnaneed ($73 in chips)
 Bob26071: posts small blind $1
 placebo66: posts big blind $2
 ----- HOLE CARDS -----
 dealt to HERO
    PaulB75: folds
 The_miko: calls $2
 Sarah66: folds
 Gonnaneed: folds
 dunderich: folds
 HERO: raises to $8
 Napstar: folds
 Kaiser004: folds
 Bob26071: folds
 placebo66: folds
 The_miko: calls $6
 ----- FLOP -----
      The_miko: checks
 HERO: checks
 ----- TURN -----
        The_miko: bets $8
 HERO: raises to $35
 The_miko: raises to $55.80 and is all-in
 HERO: calls $20.80
 ----- RIVER -----
          ----- SHOW DOWN -----
 The_miko: shows
    (A Straight, Nine high) HERO: shows
    (A Pair of Queens, Ace high) The_miko collected $127.60 from Main pot
 
 While posting a bunch of lame hands might not seem productive, hopefully I can get closer to understanding what it is that tilts me. I think it has to do with feeling owned. The guy who won the 2 big pots off of me with AA and KK is definitely not a big winner. Paying him off when he takes terrible fishy lines makes me feel like I suck which, in turn, makes me feel like a monkey.
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