holy FUCK

1st time in a LOOOOONG time I've felt compelled to get myself to tilt-quit from feeling like batshit insane.

I suppose it's partly the accumulated frustration of the quick and nasty downswing but JEEZUS. I only got about 450 hands into a fucking donk-ridden session but I think it's just too dangerous for me to continue. I feel like a complete monkey.

The session started out with me losing AK to AQ and then losing with 2 pair to a rivered gutter by a bad laggy reg.

It’s sickening how close I came to folding this on the river. Oh well 5-1 with trips is good enough to call I suppose. Thing is, vs a passive player (villain was 60/1/.5) I'm almost never good so calling kind of made me throw up.

Seat 1: THE2JETSR ($500 in chips)
Seat 2: Spirillen ($584 in chips)
Seat 3: InsideEdg ($533.80 in chips)
Seat 4: Senator1 sits out
Seat 5: HERO ($1364.45 in chips)
Seat 6: $cashier$ ($271.25 in chips)
Seat 7: Lucky7005 ($562.66 in chips)
Seat 8: The_miko ($187.90 in chips)
Seat 9: Forrest1 ($590.27 in chips)
Seat 10: ZEEMEE ($1013.60 in chips)
The_miko: posts small blind $2
Forrest1: posts big blind $5
----- HOLE CARDS -----
dealt to HERO
ZEEMEE: folds
Spirillen: folds
InsideEdg: folds
HERO: raises to $17
$cashier$: folds
Lucky7005: calls $17
The_miko: calls $15
Forrest1: folds
----- FLOP -----
The_miko: checks
Senator1 sits back
HERO: bets $41
Lucky7005: calls $41
The_miko: folds
----- TURN -----
HERO: bets $112
Lucky7005: calls $112
----- RIVER ----- : 6s:
HERO: bets $211
Lucky7005: raises to $392.66 and is all-in
HERO: calls $181.66
----- SHOW DOWN -----
Lucky7005: shows (A Full House, Queens full of Sixes)
HERO: shows (Three of a kind, Sixes, Ace high)
Lucky7005 collected $1144.32 from Main pot

Villain here was running a healthy 63/5/.5

Table "CotedIvoire" Seat 6 is the button.
Seat 1: bertil45 (£49.09 in chips)
Seat 2: DarkChaos (£274.12 in chips)
Seat 3: Blackoak (£368 in chips)
Seat 4: mattisjoh (£164.79 in chips)
Seat 6: HERO (£266.20 in chips)
bertil45: posts small blind £1
DarkChaos: posts big blind £2
----- HOLE CARDS -----
dealt to HERO
Blackoak: folds
mattisjoh: calls £2
HERO: raises to £8
bertil45: folds
DarkChaos: folds
mattisjoh: calls £6
----- FLOP -----
mattisjoh: checks
HERO: bets £15
mattisjoh: calls £15
----- TURN -----
mattisjoh: checks
HERO: bets £41
mattisjoh: calls £41
----- RIVER -----
mattisjoh: checks
HERO: bets £202.20 and is all-in
mattisjoh: is all-in £100.79
Returned uncalled bets £101.41 to HERO
----- SHOW DOWN -----
HERO: shows (A Full House, Fours full of Sevens)
mattisjoh: shows (A Full House, Sevens full of Jacks)
mattisjoh collected £329.58 from Main pot

Going into the rest of it is kind of pointless ; sets getting drawn out on by combo draws and overpairs getting rivered when I'm priced in vs villain with wide ranges.

I'm worried this will affect my ability to grind ; I already took a few days off to clear my head and dropping another 10 buyins in my 1st 2 days back is just too much. The games have been crazy good but it's just not a good idea to play when tilty. I'm lucky that my BR is healthy enough to where I don't need to move down but I might do that just until this shit slows the fuck down.

The worst part is when it fucks with your ability to correctly gauge ppl's ranges. Fuck me.