Right now I'm as tilted as I've ever been.

Played 1480 hands just now. It started off decent...



Also, it feels like every time I win a big pot, it's cuz I make a great call. Nothing is easy, etc.

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Here are the two biggest pots I won today. Seems like the only fucking way I can win a stack is by owning souls:

Game #6100721113: Hold'em NL (£1/£2) - 2008/07/11 - 22:46:10 (UK)
Table "Atshoa" Seat 6 is the button.
Seat 1: pb63668 (£202.78 in chips)
Seat 2: HERO (£211.40 in chips)
Seat 3: Oscar06 (£434.15 in chips)
Seat 4: scotty204 (£157.98 in chips)
Seat 5: stabec (£197 in chips)
Seat 6: OwnYrSoul (£406.40 in chips)
pb63668: posts small blind £1
HERO: posts big blind £2
----- HOLE CARDS -----
dealt to HERO
Oscar06: folds
scotty204: raises to £4
stabec: folds
OwnYrSoul: calls £4
pb63668: calls £3
HERO: calls £2
----- FLOP -----
pb63668: checks
HERO: bets £13
scotty204: calls £13
OwnYrSoul: folds
pb63668: calls £13
----- TURN -----
pb63668: checks
HERO: checks
scotty204: bets £8
pb63668: calls £8
HERO: raises to £51
scotty204: calls £43
pb63668: folds
----- RIVER -----
HERO: checks
scotty204: bets £89.98 and is all-in
HERO: calls £89.98
----- SHOW DOWN -----
scotty204: shows (A Pair of Eights, King high)
HERO: shows (A Pair of Kings, Jack high)
HERO collected £341.96 from Main pot

Game #6098661853: Hold'em NL (£1/£2) - 2008/07/11 - 21:22:27 (UK)
Table "Taunton" Seat 9 is the button.
Seat 2: basket114 (£197 in chips)
Seat 3: Chavinder (£102.40 in chips)
Seat 6: Pau270995 (£91.80 in chips)
Seat 7: who_the_h (£176.20 in chips)
Seat 8: Nick9fe (£267.90 in chips)
Seat 9: HERO (£200 in chips)
Seat 10: Simmel (£198 in chips)
Simmel: posts small blind £1
basket114: posts big blind £2
----- HOLE CARDS -----
dealt to HERO
Chavinder: folds
Pau270995: folds
who_the_h: folds
Nick9fe: folds
xXXXx joins the table at seat #5
HERO: raises to £7
Simmel: calls £6
basket114: folds
----- FLOP -----
Simmel: checks
HERO: bets £12
Simmel: raises to £38
HERO: calls £26
----- TURN -----
Simmel: bets £80
HERO: raises to £155 and is all-in
Simmel: is all-in £73
Returned uncalled bets £2 to HERO
----- RIVER -----
----- SHOW DOWN -----
HERO: shows (A Pair of Kings, Ace high)
Simmel: shows (A Pair of Tens, Ace high)
HERO collected £395 from Main pot



I made a 5-bet shove after I got min 4-bet by chaotica after making an obvious squeeze. I did it with Kx suited and got snapped off by TT.

After that I figured it would be time to get paid off cuz of my image and just go with AQ+ preflop vs him but, instead, in the last 2 orbits, I got it in Co vs Btn my AQ to chaotica's AK, and then shoved over a flop raise on the drawiest flop ever with BD nut flushdraw and 2nd pair top kicker. Board was KT7cc and I had AcTx.

Villain had Ak obv that he had flatted pre with

I seriously felt like I played great for this entire session... and I dropped 2k... and still didn't play a fucking hand of nl500

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The fact that I'm so tilted by this downswing is proof to me that I'm nowhere near ready to move up.