gah back at nl400 and am running like shit so far.

I feel like I've made a couple mistakes that are due to impatience and a bit of rust in my game from the break. Hopefully I can shake it off and hit my stride soon.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY want to get over this ridiculous mental hurdle of nl400. I'm properly rolled for it but I really really have to try to keep my variance low and table select for the next 10k hands, book some small wins and get my br cushion and confidence level built up. For the next few days I'll only update with a grade I give myself on 2 things :

-table selection

-patience (i.e. low variance poker) and emotional control (resisting the urge to out aggro other regs when I'm running bad)

For today, I'll give myself B- for table selection and A- for patience/emotional control (folded AA on dry flop almost 100% sure I was beat, didn't tilt when I started getting reraised, but couldn't resist making a crazy shove that I think is a +ev play but was def higher variance than I'd like).