Sup! I don't update infrequently at all!

So i ran 100$ i had on some random site up to like 3.8kish but have hit a decent downswing and lost alot of motivation this month and am only up 800 ish so far which doesnt even cover the bare minimum. Still have some savings and will be playing through feb and if that doesnt go at least semidecent then I will be getting a job. Potentially dealing again cuz I can make even more here. Would be part time prob but that would be fine.

Anyways been feeling pretty crushed / bitching alot so far this month. Its to the point where I play well below my ability and have quite little confidence. Anyways not playing any more mtt sngs or 11$ mtts since Im on a 500 + downer in those over a fair few games and my roll is only 500 right now its 3$ and 5$ 10 mans. Over and Over! Exciting.. maybe no. 15$ an hour, yes. Gah, cant really think of a decent goal for the week but over 1k games. Lets just say 1.2k games total 90%+ 10 mans. Well behind with 60 games todays. O.o Tomorrow should be a long day.