Admittance

I just wanted to add some thoughts on my own play and what has been going through my head since last night.

I was 6 tabling Prima 6max last night and didnt have a good session. But besides that I kinda/did struggle with the amount of tables I played this time (during the week was okay), there is TOO much overlap on my screen for these seriously even 4 tabling cuts about half of 2 tables off (ALL sites should get with the resizing tables thingy). So I felt rushed to make moves last night so I likely (havent checked PT to review it) made poor plays.

EDIT: I reread my post for mistakes and realised Ive near stopped making notes on ppl coz Ive little time. Prima doesnt have a handy ''previous hand'' option so i forget/dont have time to go back to PT for a specific hand during the session. Another reason to drop my real good RB deal and Bonus.

In conclusion I cannot/should not play more than 4 tables on Prima bcoz I become a robot, the software isnt as user friendly as on some sites. Plus and I think this is clear to say I WILL NOT BECOME A BETTER PLAYER!!

This I feel is a major problem I have in balancing my poker life.........

Less tables=improving and reaching higher stakes
More tables=grind a few Gs a month and may be struggle taking shots

Problem is I REALLY REALLY want to be a real good player but i also want those few Gs now

So I also came across this thread on 2+2 aswell as reading up on this ''less tables'' topic

http://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/sh...0#Post10999768

My head is beginning to melt right now regards this subject and I really need to decide what I want. Its always easier to just play the game instead of really thinking about what each bet/call/shove actually accomplishs. We are told (i think Massimo said it somewhere on the forums, maybe ISF) whats standard etc but do I really know exactly why, the exact details of whats deemed standard, Am i making the play purely coz a good player just told me what to do. Hope that part made sense

I wanna play 5/10 bcoz then ill think i feel im a good player. I will have to go through 1/2 (currently at), 2/4 and 3/6. Thats alot of work and perhaps cutting down to fewer tables will help me best prepare for the next level!!! Definitely something I should think hard about.

Rant Over. If anyone has any further thoughts or beliefs they have on these things then do share.