Yup Warpe its true lol, rent due mid month is once off to align payments to start on the 1st of every month. Thats grand since i get paid at the end of the month anyway. RL Monies are low due to moving house (plus deposit), been on holiday, car insurance of €1160. July was always to be a tight ass month for money.

Onto poker, played a 3 1/2 session last night for a whooping +$4.87. Jealous?? I was so card dead and when i played I whiffed. So many PPs i raised up went nowhere. Im not moaning coz I beleive I played GREAT poker. I think I really have control over my emotions at the table. I used to get frustrated abit when i go down like a full buyin+ just due to getting ground down. Now I think I can play out of these spots, just like what liverpool did to milan in the champions league final. I go down $300+ bucks but I can come back within a few hours.

One hand where I maybe would of lost it before was i PFR JJ, one caller in LP, flop 98x and i get c/r'd. I found the fold vs an unknown guy with 75BB. I was able to still think clearly and play on for another few hours. I was very happy that I found the BE spot coz it was just one of those sessions where nothing could go your way so damage/tilt control was priority in keeping my mind aligned with what i want to do.


Before if i found myself getting frustrated i had the ability to leave the game. can be hard when you only have a chance of a 2 hour block of play and so force yourself to play regardless of fatigue or attitude. Maybe this ability to just walk away has made me more relaxed when im paying against the deck or beats.

Rant over. BTW i was 8 tbling FR 200NL, really doesnt look like i can clear the EVP bonus. in a 3.5 hour session i cleared 1400 points out of 9000. now ive 4500/9000 so its just gonna take to much effort before the 18th of July to play IMHO.