right now and it feels like my game is weak
bonuses and rakeback are the only thing keeping my bankroll intact.
cleared a full tilt loyalty bonus of $300 in the first five days of July, and probably racked up about $100 in rakeback at the same time. That leaves me net around -$30 for the month so far...
and leaves my bankroll at about $5000.
Yuck. Gotta learn to beat 100nl.
gotta stop being a degen, imagining micro-thin edges that probably don't exist...
gotta get better
gotta stop paying off fools
gotta stop being the fool
And time to start studying, if i'm breaking even then there isn't even a $cost imposition on time spent studying the game rather than playing

next post next week

right now we're setting up the PA and the decks in front of our fire in anticipation of a night that is likely to get somewhat out of control... house party while the cold dark cold dark rain comes down outside