So I’m in a funk. I’m playing like a spastic and basically if I keep going the way I’m going I’m gonna end up back at 10nl stupidly wondering why I can’t make any money in this fucking game. So basically instead of doing what I normally do in this position (it’s become very familiar) I’m going to try and do something about it and utilize my frustration. Honestly I don’t know how to do this but it’s about time I tried/learnt.

Read some strat watch some videos. It’s been ages since I read ISF’s blog stuff and a bunch of other great crap I’ve got bookmarked but have only ever glanced at.

I’m going to play 4 tables of 6 max. Limits the damage i can do and also helps focus also I wanna start playing a little more 6 max as I feel it is more conductive to learning. I will probably switch to full ring when I’m out of this rut and feel like playing shit loads of tables.

Review sessions and post interesting hands. I still suck at doing this which basically means I can’t learn from my mistakes… smart.

I wanna start doing some range and EV calculations. This is gonna be hard because I suck at math (like really suck). I don’t really know where to start but theirs definitely some required reading before I can start.

I feel like a few months ago when I was in this position it was because I was on the wrong path. I tried to play like a machine thinking the more I could mechanize my play the less likely I’d make ridiculous technical errors. I now realize that I make money in this game by observing my opponents tendencies and adjusting to extract maximum value. I’m on the right path (I think) but I’m definitely way behind where I wanna be. In addition I feel I’ve carried over a shitload of bad habits from the old mentality.

Whatever fix this shit and pwn.

BR $650