So I think I need to be honest with myself and realise I'm playing badly at 50nl over a sustained period (and certainly not profitable). After a fantastic start playing scared money, I've degenerated into this maniac, dick-waving monkey that assumes everybody is playing back at me. After being up 20BI after 28k hands, I'm now only 4BI up at 50nl after 73k hands.

Maybe I still shouldn't be that hard on myself however. I'm still technically beating the rake in that period of no self-control and there is easily a 1BI loss per 1000 hands that is just pure wank play. If I can cut that shit out, I can beat 50nl fairly comfortably I think. My problem is that I've never gone any length of time when I can cut that shit out!

My plan therefore is to drop back to 25nl as punishment and work on my game away from the table, working mainly on pre-flop play.